WORD.

I like things. A lot.


Tumblarity.

Today I ran lots of errands whilst listening to the ipod, I have named Seymor.
These are the things I saw:

-Justin Yeazel running. Last time I saw him he was in a boob staring phase.
-My ex of 3 years, current girlfriend two seperate times, one of which was in front of my house. That is curious.
-Jesse Buck head banging in his vehicle. Also realized he looks like Jude Law, which is also very curious.
-Joseph Kidder working at the Kroger. Also his brother does as well. Also, saw the Joseph at the mall buying jewlery with a child that looked pretty similar to him..curious.

And I was only out for like an hour and a half.
Whew.

Also while I was out on my quest..I came to realize how music plays a huge role in my everyday. Now, we all love music. There isnt a soul out there who does not enjoy themselves a song or two. But music just really gets me.

I love how songs that I used to really listen to in my past can take me back to that time in seconds.

Old Blink 182 songs take me back to when Aaron and I were just starting out.
New Found Glory, to a time when Abra and I were young and in high school, without a care in our worlds.
Taking Back Sunday, to all those times I had to wake up early and get ready for another day at Kenton Ridge.
Aqualung, to a time when Kyle and I were something, yet nothing.
New Blink 182 back to a time when Aaron and I were ending.
Brand New brings me back to everytime I’ve been either ridiculously happy, or terribly sad.
Tegan and Sara when it’s summer time.
Muse and a Perfect Circle take me back last summer when I was in love and carefree.
Certain country songs take me back to my childhood.
Willa Ford reminds me of me and my mom driving around in her mustang.
She Wants Revenge takes me two summers ago when things were crazy, but less complicated.
Incubus still reminds me of when Jac Lloyd was my boyfriend and we both had braces.
And now, Tv on the Radio and Coldwar Kids will always remind me of Ian and the journey we took to get here.

I love and hate music for being able to hold that power over me. I can deal with things and put them away..then hear an Armor for Sleep song and all of a sudden I’m back years ago when I felt the most lonely. But then it’s ok because I’ll have a bad day, then listen to Boston or something by Deathcab and I’ll sit back, and breathe a little easier.

“If music is my lover, than you are just a tease.” Rogue Wave.

As for now, it’s time for smoking.
And if I’m not mistaken..that is either something by Tom Petty or The Black Keyes ;)

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